mikey_death

meh

2006-03-31T02:02:43Z

bordum saddness meh all part of life right i hope so siting is boreing today i went to the weight room with danny and jona fun but im all sore now more gym to morrow stupid fucking bitch teacher i hope she gets hurt and theres no gym tomorrow lol one can dream thats all for now i guess........................

wow

2006-03-19T11:34:18Z

its been so long scene i thouched this thing im bored haven't sleeped for days hugrey but can't eat thursty but can't drink im full but empty i can't figure out why its a pain in the ass o well so now i sit here wait for him to come nad finish me off but then i realize it won't be that easy so i sit here typeing away wondering is it true have i become what they always said i owuld an emotional wrek i bottle it in not a good thing but theres nothing else for me to do ive got this feeling in the pit of m stomach i just can't get rid of i go tthis feeling in the pit of my heart that hasen't left yet i new i loved her but i ws tossed asside in the trash over the summer i met alex i knew i loved her i knew it then she well you can guess . now i sit here waiting wondering when will it end life is pain when you die the pain ends so i see her every day we talk sometimes but i yousually hide in the shadows im better there than anywhere no can see me no mater where i stand so i stand in the shadow where they have a reason to not see me when i see her when we hangout i hide it try to fake smile but i alwas end p leaving i can't take it anymore i wake up and wonder why i bother thers no point to any of it its useless 6:29 am still awake for three days now beleve me i need to sleep but no matter how hard i try i can't it's way to hard knowing that when i wake you won't be there not now not ever i can't take it anymore she knows how i fell ive said it many time before theres nothing i can do anymore except shot and a brew and keep um comeing .

mike

mikey_death @ 2005-07-12T19:37:00

2005-07-12T23:41:40Z

i did it i got my revenge im not saying how but now im going insane alex is leaving me no surprise but i mean as to be expectd now my aunt is still in inensive care when i said dead i ment like brain dead she might make it but itz like 10 to 10% chance and well i..im going insane im gonna sit on my roof for a few hours i dont know what ill'do so i mean just in case good bye to evry one love ya emily arevadercia kelly see ya around holly and no one else had LJ so theres no point bye

mikey_death @ 2005-07-11T11:43:00

2005-07-11T15:56:34Z

well i went to a theroy of a dead man concert it waz awsome but we all know that when something good happens somethin teribles must happen two things one i think alex acually wants to break up this time and i mean im so stupid i could of saved her life o man why my aunt was gunned down in front of me a motherfucking drive by i had the chance i stopped to get a drink in a store and came back out then the car came around the corner and shoot i could of savd her i cud have she was so young too young dont say im to young i have nothing to live for sum say i say this for attention that i just need sum1 who loves me and i sorta aggre but then again i dont im ltting my self out of cage and now nothing can stop me im gonna find those asshols and kill them im i die i die i dont care im taken one of um with me they an't gonna stop me now im stronger than ever i gonn fight i gonna chaarge go right thru doors and gates nothing can stop me THEY WILL DIE

yaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-07-04T01:16:56Z

well today i asked this girl out named alex and she sai yes but she live in cali damn huh oh well love has no boundres i love her and thats all that matters but i wish i could hold her all night stare in to her eyes kiss her hold her lover her oh i want to be with her andwell i love her

so much oh alex i will take a bullet for you id give up mt own life for 5 seconds more for you to live oh alex i carved your name in to this bullet so that every one well know last thing that wen thru my head was you my love you

well

2005-07-03T01:17:10Z

next year is gonna blow nutts but i mean ill meet knew pople right well i hope so well im now over candice and ready for the next chapter in my life but i hope it dosen't kill me but unfortunitetly
it brobly will anwaz i don't wanna go all emo right now but i feel weird so many emotions runing thru my head but not much to report acually nothing man im fuck'd up no one out there for me no probobly not Ill die alone and i know that now but makeing peace with it in not so sure yet and i proboly never will be dead on well maby dead but hey emily your most likly reADING THIS SO HOW DO I READ COMENTS AND SHIT LIKE THAT ohhps didn't mean to put caps on my bad srry any way now im trying this dateing service thing oh and i got piss drunk last night umm balyes and vodka (wipes drool off of shirt ) im gonna go make sum umm thats good an waz im an alky but if any knew that id be killed on the spot hehehe lol just jokeing cool my aunt just left now i can smoke hold on there smokes and beer good and so my life begins and ends in yet another page of my life so good luck to whoever reads this have a good life and shit like that so ya bye

well

2005-06-12T23:50:51Z

well im moveing on past candice and in to the darkness

hi

2005-06-10T00:19:13Z

well not much happend today but ya it was a happy day for once yup and i still love candice but she hates me and well i had past flings i guess you cud say so if you wanna no ask yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa